I finally or not-so-finally got to eat it. 8D
My next goal shall be Mocha. Nyahahaha.

JCTs are over. Econs is screwed. I could have just taken the paper without studying, since I happened to not study the chapters tested. Spent 15-20mins just stoning during the paper. And then penning down all that remained in my head from the previous test which was taken one month ago. Go me. I wonder if I can even get 5 for essay.. Was a nervious wreck after Math. Did funny things and made Mrs Lam laugh. Three times. Haha? Chem and Bio...lots of blanks. Very easy to mark...

Lalala let me enjoy this weekend...

I had a dream yesterday.

By some chance we happened to be at the same venue for some test, and I sat beside her. It was awkward. Not long after, she spoke to me, and soon after that, we were speaking freely with each other like the good friends we used to be, crapping about useless mundane things in our lives. And we left promising to keep in contact.

When I woke up, the revelation that oh, it was only a dream came crashing down on me. And, perhaps, it will forever remain as one; just a dream.

I should have known that it was too good to be true, that she'll more than likely ignore me for the rest of my life. Even now I wonder, was it something I did? I wish she would tell me.


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I think I saw Chengxi at NTUC today. Not really sure as she sort of zoomed past me. o_o But I'm sure that was Mr. Flaccid (HAHA sorry, can't help it) I saw walking from the entrance. I can still remember his "falling items" curse in our class. Lol.

I've been watching JDramas for the past few weeks. Ack! Quite addicting. I like how there's usually this chim 人生道理 in them. Like LIFE! ohmytian! (I heard there might be a sequel!? 8D )I think it's better than watching local drama. No offense, but the "unity is strength" and whatever "blood is thicker than water" themes are overused. And why are only-kids the source of all the psycho killers and mental people? I don't like the stereotyping present.. Well, I'm quite picky when it comes to drama.. Need themes, ren sheng dao li, good plot and ACTING. That's one of the reasons why I could only last through 5 mins of Hana-Kimi TW. CMI, sorry. Hana-Kimi JP...a bit boring.. :X Oh..if anything else, I need humour too! Which is why I'm watching Mop Girl now. Haha. But please, no humour if you're trying to have an emo, angsty show..just..doesn't work.

I think I've only covered 1/99 of what I'm supposed to cover for JCTs. ARGH!!

I'm sorry to say that my progress is really pathetic, and to top off that, I've just slacked and went ahead to draw this. Looks a pretty fake, doesn't it? Haha...

Anyway, the weather's really hot, my air-con switches on and off by itself, and I want to eat that cuboid ice cream (what's the proper name for it?) which I love so much. Where are the ice cream men/women selling it? I remember there used to be one outside Crescent.

I added my name there, all thanks to the evil person who stole my image(s) and sold it/them on some shirts or something.. for money. -_- You suck.

Image quality is a little terrible after uploading in Blogger.. :\ Oh wells...

Can you guess my favourite cuboid ice cream flavour? :3

You know you're gonna regret it, but you still did it anyway. How dumb can you get?

I'm gonna start chiong-ing tomorrow. Even if it seems like a fruitless battle, I'll try to pull through. There's no other choice.

Got my hair cut on Wednesday. I thought he was just cutting my hair shorter ie the previous hairstyle (even if it didn't look like a hairstyle) remains. But noooo.. I have no idea what he did. Could it be that...he cut some strange hairstyle which the guy at the door suggested, which I clearly stated I didn't want? D: Now I look like a toottoot and a boyboy. Argh. ):

Collected my glasses today. Not very used to it. Maybe it's too light..kinda insecure. Makes me fear PE and other vigorous activities. Am I too paranoid? Still, it made me realise that I've been wearing a pair of crooked glasses for...2 years or more. Gasp! Gonna get it fixed, then it can act as a spare.

If I wished hard enough, will a d-diao (NOT off-key!!) materalise in front of me? 8D


Been slacking these few days. Need to study. BUT. I haven't met up with my dear buddies. Besides the failed attempt at the library with Kellie. ): (Bugis sells cheaper paper prata which looks nicer too!!) That Ainos says she's kinda busy.. Hai... Should I run across the street and scare Angie at her doorstep?

The air-con just turned on on its own, when just the day before, it refused to be switched on. o_o;

CO camp is over. It was enjoyable overall. Strangely, I'm having some mixed feelings about it. Nope, it's not due to the lack of unglam photos I took during the camp. Okay, maybe just a little, but most of what I'm feeling...I prefer not to disclose it here. It just reminds me how much I dislike myself, and how the Internet isn't safe.

Confused yet?

Let me move on.

Due to my precise planning, I managed to skip the dangerous ice breaker-type games. Ha! Wet games weren't really that wet. Stupid me injured myself just minutes after joining in. How clumsy can I get?

As much as I forbade myself to help out at the BBQ, eventually I gave in to being myself and helped out. Guess I wasn't really determined to not help out in the first place.

Night walk was..pretty alright. My post was the safest. Or so I thought. Sorry to those whom I assured how completely safe it was. I swear I didn't know the seniors (I think?) were lurking at the sports complex to scare you.. :X On the other hand, it was great that I got to know Hui Yi from just talking and passing time as we waited hours for the first group to arrive at our station. Yes, it was that long, so much that we were even lying on the hard, concrete floor on the brink of falling asleep. xD

There was also this cockroach(?) with really long legs which amused me incredibly. Especially when it moved really slowly. Lol. A new species? Haha. Then a normal cockroach somewhere near it, moving perhaps thrice the speed of the long-legged one.

How ironic that I couldn't get even a blink of sleep for the rest of the night/day/dawn/whatever. I did get to experience the sensational feeling of shivering violently from head to toe, and back again several times though. How cool is that. (Haha, COOL, get it?)

Tuning in to a happy song in the left ear, and some emo one in the right ear didn't contribute to inducing sleep either. (I'm not bonkers even though I did something as crazy as that, by the way) See how much I let you all bully me. And, zomgness, you listen to the same old-fashioned songs as me!! 8D Similar taste eh? Hahaha.

Urban hike. Tiring but enjoyable. Thank goodness I didn't black out or get dizzy spells from all that running. :\ Did really malu and stupid tasks. Especially when people I know (including myself) live around that area! Hope I didn't get spotted by anyone. Crescent teachers especially. I can imagine how much more my reputation would erode.. No wet games unfortunately, due to the wet weather. (HAHAHA okay, not funny, I should stop) And I really dislike playing that tempo game. If only I could run away..

I suppose the hustings taught me some things. And really, I suck at interviews. I'd totally mess up, like how I did before. Once bitten, twice shy. How am I gonna survive in the future?

Managed to get some sleep that night. Go me. Body ached, but better than nothing. This time round, we managed to secure a not-so-cold place. :)

Though it was cold when I reentered it in the morning.
And yes, erm, I didn't get to say it then, but try to think of yourself at times too? Please? You remind me greatly of myself... It's alright to be selfish at times... That's just my two cents worth of advice, anyway. I might not even have the right to intrude like this. :\

Didn't know I could stay behind during the J2s' breakfast period. Could have helped out if I did. Or was it only a J1 thing? Don't know, can't find out anytime soon. :Z

Soon, it was the trip back home.


I felt empty when I stood before the doorstep. Why is it that I need to remind myself to be happy? I really detest myself.